Metaphysics and Humanity – The Writings of a Paradox
Note: These are my thoughts and theories on the subjects presented, in no way am I claiming that these are correct. I’m just writing it as I go along.
Whenever something is labelled as a musing there is a 100% chance that I am talking out of my ass. The quotes are for my own amusement and because they fit.
“Energy can be thought of as colour, with the three primary colours from which extend all other colours. With two tones: white and black, to make an infinite number of possibilities
and flavours of energy usage.” – My musings.
This is the power of the
mind. Psychic energy does not have any intent of its own and tends to decay
fairly quickly without upkeep. This makes it very easy to manipulate and the
uses nearly endless, but the skill requirement is extremely high to be able to
do anything practical on the physical plane. This type of energy requires
direct manipulation with the chance of success resting solely on the psion (presuming
there is no direct interference). There is a limit on the energy available to
the psion however, as only internal energy is used.
This is the power of life.
Chi is said to reside within all things in different forms. Everyone, of every
second of the day uses it. Chi can be used to increase strength, speed, stamina
and longevity. Because it is life energy, it tends to take on a will of its own
when left on its own and is more resistant to decay then psi. It’s uses on
anything but the physical plane seems very limited however.
This is the power of the
universe. Magick usually requires the use of universal energies to follow the
intent of a Mage. The use of these universal energies can make Magick
unpredictable at times, with a spell’s success not relying 100% on the Mage’s
skill. The use of rituals and tools increase the focus of the Mage to help
increase the chance of success, although these are not necessary for more
skilled Mages. Magick is mostly an indirect manipulation art.
This type of energy work and
just a mixture of different proportions between the above three types. A good
hybrid path will maximise on the strengths of the paths that it comes from
while reducing the weaknesses at the same time. There is a greater range available
to someone who follows this path but they should not expect to gain mastery in
one of the above three categories.
One does not have to study
the whole of a topic as broad as the ones mentioned above nor is it wise to
become a jack of all trades, master of none. There are many parts of energy
that can be focused on to achieve mastery. For example, one could study healing
using any of the main three categories, or maybe healing using a hybrid of the
three. It’s up to you what you specialize in.
“At first, there was nothing
but the Mysterious One. From the Mysterious One came the Two From the Two came
the Three And from the Three came the hundred thousands...” – Dao De Jing v.42 opening
Our universe is made up of order
energy. This is the energy that is necessary for life as we know it. Ordered
energy has structure, and within this structure there is room for change. Some
may think of this energy as stagnant and unmoving, but this is not so. For
something to survive it must change and grow, forming new and useful
structures, patterns and ideals.
As I said before, ordered
energy is necessary for life, but there are two ways of living things to
reproduce: asexual and sexual. Asexual reproduction is when the offspring are
exact replicas of the parent. This presents an obvious problem, if there was a
virus that could kill one organism of the family, it will be able to kill all
of the organisms. With sexual reproduction characteristics are taken from both
parents to create a new organism with different traits to either parent. This
makes these types less prone to extinction by one environmental change.
This example shows that
ordered energy is not unchanging. It allows for change while keeping the basic
structure. This structure for this universe is known to many as the laws of
This is the complete
opposite of order energy, it is the Yin to order’s Yang. Chaos energy has no
structure, so it cannot be labelled as being something because that will give
it structure. Pure chaos is a difficult concept to understand. Though you may
well think that you have seen chaos in this world you most likely have not.
Chaos energy is not to be confused with disorder energy or entropy, which
exists within Order energy and is a necessary part to allow the change that is
part of it.
Chaos energy can exist in
this universe for short periods of time. This is before the ordered energy of
this universe makes what is unmade, transforming it into ordered energy. Chaos
energy can also start off a chain reaction, unmaking what is made and
transforming it into chaos energy. But the same is true for ordered energy in a
chaos universe. So there is a continued cycle of making and unmaking; a
perpetual battle between these two polar opposites, just as depicted in the
Through my study of the
metaphysical arts, I have begun to suspect a type of energy that surpasses all
others. This energy is absolute and is completely neutral. I believe that this
energy is changed by several factors in existence into other types, which are
then changed further into less pure forms of energy. I have yet to encounter
this type of energy as yet, because I feel that its existence would be as rare
as chaos energy in this ordered universe. This is because once pure energy
comes into contact with intent or charge of any sort, then it is no longer pure
energy. Trying to clean energy of all intent and charge could produce a
bastardised version of this type of energy, but 100% purity could not be
attained. Maybe this type of energy is only found in the void, with nothing to
interact with it or is that where chaos resides? Maybe this is the energy that
is felt when one catches a glimpse of nirvana. Maybe this is what people call
The Nature of Good and Evil
“Beauty is in the eye of the
beholder” – Aesop’s Fables
Think about the concepts of
good and evil for a moment. What is good? What is evil? You may find yourself
listing things as evil if they go against your moral and ethical standards or
religion. Good may be things that you like; things that you agree with. Now,
try to look at things from another person’s view. You will find that they will
class different things as good and evil.
For example: you and your family are at
home when someone breaks into your house. You hear a noise and go to
investigate, upon finding the intruder you yell and everyone comes running. The
thief pulls a knife on you and threatens your family with it if you don’t let
him go. In the spirit of the moment when the thief’s attention is distracted
for a moment you quickly run over and grab the hand with the knife. There is a
short struggle and the thief suddenly falls limp; the knife somehow embedded in
his chest. Now, are you good because you protected your family from harm and
stopped a criminal? Or are you evil because you killed a man? The thief only
wanted was some money to feed his kids, I’m sure he’d think that you were evil
for killing him over a few dollars.
There is no such thing as
absolute good or evil as they are relative to the perception of those present.
In fact, every single act that you do has the capability to hurt someone and
therefore has the capability to be seen as evil; even doing nothing.
“That’s his job, to balance the equation. Then what’s yours? To unbalance it.” – The
Now that you have forgotten
about good and evil, there is still some to be said about the opposing forces
of this existence. If existence were averaged out, it would be neutral. But
without opposites existence would be a very boring place to be. Without
destruction there can be no creation, without creation there can be no
destruction. How can you knock over the sandcastle if there is no sandcastle
there to knock over? And how can you build the sandcastle if there is no sand
left? Opposites are what make existence go ‘round. Don’t be mistaken that
positive = good and negative = evil (I though we had gotten over that already).
The words positive and negative are just labels to show that whatever they are
labelling is opposite to each other. They are not actual things in themselves.
Why hasn’t existence balanced itself out yet? Ok, let’s make a list of things that would be put under positive and their opposites under negative.
See that? If there was to be
a balance between all the positive and negative things unbalance would be just
as necessary as balance. So for balance, unbalance is needed at the same time.
This ends up with existence trying to balance and unbalance itself at the same
time. True neutrality is the only absolute… and it doesn’t exist.
** Interesting side musing:
The third opposite
What if there was something
that was neither positive nor negative but opposite to both? (Neutral is not opposite to anything)
Statement number 2 is true.
Statement number 1 is false.
This makes both statements neither true nor false.
The Nature of Reality
“What is real? How do you
define real? If it is what you can touch, taste, smell, see, then real is
electrical impulses interpreted by your brain.” – The Matrix
Is that rock really there? I
say yes, that guy over there says yes, and then it must be there! Oh, wait,
that guy says that there is no rock there… he must be crazy. Simply put:
reality is what society agrees upon. This leads to an interesting proposition,
what if something was part of your reality but wasn’t real? This may seem to be
a paradox at first but if reality is what society agrees upon then it is quite
possible. All it takes is a majority to deem something real for it to be
Next question: do we all see the same
thing? No one can really answer this question as we are all physically separated
and cannot see things exactly the same as others. How do we know the sky is
blue? Because it looks blue. How do we know that that is blue? Because we were
told that it was blue. How do I know that my blue is the same as your blue? For
all I know your blue could be the same as my red. You don’t. This shows just
how fragile reality can be. Reality for the individual is based upon
assumptions of the group. If that is included into the above definition of
reality: Reality for the individual is assumed as what reality is for the
group, which they agree upon. So everyone assumes that his or her reality is
reality for everyone, because no one disagrees. This is why it is so hard to
imagine being tone deaf if you are a musician; it is not part of your reality.
“You can’t bridge the gap
between your own truth and the reality of others.” – The End of Evangelion
People who you deem crazy
are not part of your reality. The crazier they seem the more different your
reality is to theirs. Reality is what you make it; it is not necessarily real.
The Nature of Dreams
“So, where is my dream? It is a continuation of
reality. But where is my reality? It is
at the end of your dream.” – The End of Evangelion
Sleep is the
much-needed escape from the waking world. But where do we go when we sleep?
Dreams are a world away from this one; they partially exist in the realm of
your mind. Your imagination is allowed to run free in this place, free from
restriction by society’s reality. This place is not free from reality though;
this place is the reality of your imagination. Some say that dreams are just a
way for the mind to organise information accumulated during that day. But I
think that they are more than that. During this time your mind is free from its
physical prison to roam. Whether your mind stays in its own simulated
idealistic reality, ventures into others’ dreams or roams the far reaches of
existence is entirely up to you. The catch is, you are unconscious, so your
conscious mind has no control over what happens, unless you are lucid dreaming
Dreams of your own mind
In a dream
your subconscious and unconscious are free to express themselves. So whatever
is in a dream is what you truly want deep down. These things may disgust and
horrify you or you may find them pleasing, but remember this: These things are
part of your mind’s reality and they are there, ignoring them isn’t going to
get you anywhere. These things must be critically analysed and dealt with or
accepted if you are to move on.
your mind outside of it’s idealistic reality. Many people can dream the same
dream in the same night, or even on different nights. This just means that
those minds were in the same dream. This dream could have originated from any
of the minds, a combination of the minds or somewhere else entirely. One might
think of this as a LAN party where one of the players, a combination of the
players or a dedicated server might host the game. The degree of control the
player has depends on their involvement in the creation of the game. The
difference with minds is that the strength of will a person has also comes into
play. This means that someone could beat you at your own game inside your own
can intrude on other’s dreams without an invitation. I do not know how these
people do it but I know that the people with this ability call themselves
‘dreamwalkers’. They come into someone’s dreams while they are sleeping and
they can change aspects of the dream in whatever way that they want. But they
are usually subtle about it; if they inadvertently alert the dreamer they are
in danger. If a dreamwalker alerts the dreamer two things may happen to the
dreamer: they can either become lucid or wake up. If the dreamwalkers intentions
are less than noble and the dreamer becomes lucid, the dreamwalker is in for a
world of hurt if they don’t get out quickly. Since the dreamwalker is inside
the dreamer’s mind, they can become trapped there and the odds are against
them. I have heard that injuries inflicted on this level in this way manifest
themselves on the physical level as bruises and small cuts.
This is when the conscious mind is aware
while the body is asleep. Since the mind is free at this time one can
consciously control whether it is roaming existence or enjoying itself in a
dream. I have not actually been able to have a full lucid dream myself yet, but
my conscious mind is very closely linked to my subconscious mind. This allows
me semi-lucid dreams where I can take a back seat to observe the events that
take place as well as being in the dream at the same time but I have no direct
control over what happens.
Truth and Understanding
“Reality exists in a place
unknown and dreams exist within reality. And truth lies in your
heart.” – The End of Evangelion
What is Truth?
Real truth, just like
reality, is only true for the individual. I’m not talking about the truth that
is told in the courtroom (or should be). That is just a recount of events that
happened some other time. The truth that I am talking about is the one that you
know and understand to be true. Your
truth is what defines your reality and your truth comes from your
understanding. This truth can and will change as your understanding grows and
changes and therefore changing your reality.
Your understanding comes from knowledge,
but it is much more than that. Knowledge is the how, but understanding is the
why. If you know something, you will be able to replicate it, but that is all.
If you understand something, you will be able to replicate and modify it to
make it better or to suit your needs. For example: A model solar car is simple
to make, all you need is a simple chassis, body, wheels, solar panel and an
electric motor. If you know what you need and how to make it you can put
together a model solar car. You may also know something about mechanics and
physics, and you replicate what you know to slightly improve your car. But the
one thing that is stopping that car from winning is your lack of understanding about
the model solar car. If you didn’t understand the mechanics of the car, all you
would be able to do is replicate exactly what you have been taught, nothing
more. Understanding would be why the mechanics work, so you can design a
gearing system to get the best Acceleration/Top Speed ratio so it doesn’t take
too long getting up to top speed and that speed is as fast as possible.
Understanding is the difference between slapping together some spare parts and
creating a model car worthy of winning.
The Relationship between Truth, Knowledge and Understanding
Understanding cannot be
taught, only knowledge can. Understanding is the process undertaken by an
individual to gain the truth. What you understand then becomes your truth. What
you are reading now is my truth translated into words the best that I can. This
does not mean that you can instantly find truth here. In a way, my truth
becomes your knowledge, which you may then understand and is added to your
truth. This does not mean that my truth is your truth. Your truth would come
from my truth translated into knowledge, which may be interpreted many (if not
infinite) different ways. This allows a unique understanding for each
individual, which is vital for separate entities.
The Power Triangle
The saying ‘Knowledge is Power’ is
slightly incomplete, it should be ‘Knowledge leads to Truth leads to Power’.
This is what the Power Triangle of the Pure Energy Psi path stands for. With
understanding you can apply knowledge you have gained. In the process of applying
this knowledge you show that you have the power to apply it. So when you have
this truth you also have the power to apply your knowledge. This triangle in
itself is a never-ending cycle of learning. After you have the truth and the
power of the knowledge, you must gain knowledge of the truth and the power
(That you know you actually have the power). Then you must understand your
knowledge of your power, which will give you power over your power, or greater
control of your power and the cycle continues.
The Invisible Bonds
that happens, will happen, and for a reason.” – One of my sayings.
the mark, there is no such thing as coincidence. Then why have coincidence as a
title? Because this concept is only the surface observation of what is really
happening. It is like looking at the still surface of a river only to find a
strong current underneath once you have stepped in. Then what is happening
underneath? I have a saying that I made up, “Everything that happens, will happen,
and for a reason.” This may not appear to make sense at first, but after some
thought the meaning may become clear. I’ll tackle the second part first, just
because the concept may be easier to grasp this way.
happens for a reason, no matter how small the event, it was for a reason. The
reason may not be apparent at first, but there is always a reason. This reason may not even be for you to find out.
An event may occur to you and the reason might be to convey a message, but this
message may not be for you so the event seems pointless. Another possibility
would be that the message was for you
and you did receive it, but it was
received by another level of your consciousness. So your conscious mind thinks
that no message was received only for this message to reveal itself to your
conscious mind when it is ready. A third possibility is that the message is for you but you didn’t receive it. Maybe it is a message that you will only
understand or accept if it is coming from someone else, it could be someone you
like/dislike/are indifferent to.
Now for the
first part of my saying. Everything that happens, will happen. This may seem
like it’s saying the same thing twice, but it isn’t. There are many different
possible events for every moment and many of these possible events will have
similar reasons for happening. For example: If I held a stick in my hand, to
demonstrate possibility/fate/free will I could either throw it, drop it or
place it somewhere. I decide to place it in the hand of the person I’m talking
to with the intent of demonstrating possibility, thus demonstrating possibility
(plus adding a personal directness). Now, out of all of the possible actions I
could have done with the stick I decided to place it in the hand of the person
I was talking to. All of the actions could have had the reason ‘to demonstrate
possibility/fate/free will’ but I chose that one, and thus, it happened.
completes my saying, ‘Everything that happens (Placing the stick in their
hand), will happen (I chose to place it in their hand), and for a reason (To
demonstrate possibility with a personal directness)’
Interconnectedness – The fabric of existence
Note: I am thinking of changing it to the fabric of ordered existence,
for the reason stated at the bottom of this section. But in doing so I also
destroy conveying the other view presented.
There are threads that weave
together to create the fabric of existence. These threads are the connections
between all things. Everything is connected to everything else, at least in a
round about way. It’s just like the ‘six degrees of separation’ saying, “You’re
only six people away from someone famous”. The difference is that not only
people are connected by these threads. Places, moments, memories, actions,
sounds, feelings, etc. are also connected, as I said ‘all things’ even
everything in the future and the past is connected to each other as well as
everything in the present although the connections may not be direct. A person
may be connected to a memory that is connected to a time and a place. This
person may also connect a certain sound to the memory, like the sound of a bell
to that eventful lunchtime back when they were in high school. This time or
place may also be connected to a huge (if not infinite) number of other things,
as well as that sound, that person, that memory etc.
How could things in the past
or present be connected to the future? Well, back on that person’s first day of
high school, long before the event occurred the connections are already in
place. Although that person is connected to the high school which are both
connected to the possibility of that
event occurring which is connected to the event. So even if it doesn’t happen,
the possibility was still there, the connection remains and the person completely
unaware. But one thing is different, the person is not directly connected to
the event or the memory, they are connected through the place and time to the
possible event that didn’t occur.
How can anything be
connected to a memory if the event didn’t occur? Once again, the person is
connected to the place which is connected to the memory because it is/was a
possibility. Notice that I didn’t mention a time this time? That is because the
memory is not yet connected to a time. Remember: the memory is not the event.
This leads to the possibility of creating the memory before or after the event.
This phenomenon is known as precognition or postcognition, the ability to see
things in the future or the past respectively. Or the person may just have
dreamed the memory, which is now connected as a dream by the person.
This concept of
interconnectedness brings forth the possibility of ‘nothing new in this
universe’, that we only discover things, they aren’t invented. This is entirely
feasible, since whatever is not in existence, does not exist. When
possibilities happen the connections are strengthened. If something is not
connected to anything else, it simply ceases to exist. This also brings forth
the possibility that if things can cease to exist, then they can be made to
exist, thereby bringing in the possibility of playing god. But creating
something that is not already in existence would be a tremendous effort. Maybe
this is where the unmade nature of chaos comes in. Maybe something that is not
connected and therefore no longer has a structure becomes chaos, and is not
wiped from existence like I first thought. This could explain the appearance
that something is wiped from existence, but it is actually transformed instead,
which seems like a more reasonable explanation.
The Mind Stream
This is the term I have given to the
connections between minds. This is because minds are directly connected even
though they have not come in contact before. These connections act differently
though. There is a saying that if someone thinks of something or learns
something, it is then easier for someone else to think of or learn that thing.
I have found this to be true when I was looking through some scrapbooks I made
when I was younger; in them were crude drawings and sketches of several
inventions and products that were not around then. Of course, I was just
drawing what I imagined back then, I never actually thought of any of them as
inventions, obviously someone did. The mind stream could be some kind of subtle
telepathic link. Possibly only linking one species together, maybe linking all
sentient beings together.
Fate and Free Will
I am a believer of both fate and free
will. How is it possible for fate and free will to exist simultaneously? Well
by the very fact that you can think of both concepts is proof that they exist,
at least as an ideal. I see life, and most of ordered existence for that
matter, as a poem. A poem can have a few restrictions or it can have many about
the way it is laid out, depending on the poem. The content, however, is
absolutely up to the poet. This content can be poorly or well written,
inadvertently showing the poet’s expansive or limited imagination. The poet
that I am referring to is you. Your life is your poem and the words are your
experiences. You are free to write whatever you like in your poem as long as
you adhere to the boundaries set. Some poems have rather strict boundaries
while others are quite free. If you do try to overstep the boundaries of your
poem however, you will probably be dead. There is always at least a second
option available; otherwise there would be no point to writing the poem in the
first place. There are many different poems to be written, and these require
many different poets to write them. Several will be in direct opposition to
you. Just remember that these poems must be written, but do not stop writing
your own poem just because theirs must be written, yours must also be written.
Whatever you choose to write about, that is what you are supposed to write
about, so if worrying about other people’s poems is your poem, then so be it,
it must be done. The opposite is also true.
Another way of looking at
fate and free will (and quite a morbid way) is that you are the only being in
existence that has free will and everyone else is fated to do what they will.
Karma vs. Cause and Effect
Cause and Effect
If I were to take a raw egg
and throw it as hard as I could against a brick wall, what would happen? Most
likely a very messy result. Why did this happen? Well, in throwing the egg I
applied a force on it to get it moving. This egg is now moving through the air
towards the brick wall. When it hits the wall it applies a force slightly less
than the one I applied to it, which the brick wall applies back easily since it
doesn’t move. The egg is now trying to go in the opposite direction with the
same speed it had before it hit the wall. The shell, however, cannot stand this
kind of force applied to it and shatters, sending egg exploding in all
directions. This is an example of cause and effect. The egg broke because it
hit the wall hard enough. Why did it hit the wall hard enough? Because I threw
it hard enough in that direction. Why did I throw it hard enough in that
direction? Because I felt like breaking the egg and causing a mess. Cause and
effect works only on a direct level, with each part of the event directly
linked with every other part of the event in a very logical way.
Cause and effect should not
be confused with karma though. It may seem like cause and effect is the same as
karma sometimes, this is what some people call instant karma. It is not cause and effect but it may seem like it
because the results can seem quite direct.
1. I see that a
little old lady is having trouble carrying her shopping to her car so I decide
to go and help. After helping her and making sure that she is all right I cross
the road to go on with what I was doing. After crossing the road I spot a five
dollar note lying on the ground, I check to see if anyone could have dropped it
but no one is around so I pocket the money.
2. Again the little
old lady is having trouble with her shopping. Again I decide to help her with
it and make sure that she is okay. But this time it turns out that this is a
rich little old lady and she is so pleased to see a youth helping out the
elderly so she gives me five dollars as a reward.
Now, in both examples I
helped the little old lady and ended up five dollars richer. But one is instant
karma and the other is cause and effect. In the first one there is no direct reason for me receiving the five
dollars but I still received it because I helped the old lady (let’s just
assume that). In the other one the old lady gave me the five dollars because I
helped her. Thus adding a direct and logical link between ‘helping little old
lady’ and ‘getting five dollars’ and making it cause and effect.
What’s wrong with instant karma?
I am not a fan of the idea
of instant karma. Since such a notion also creates the idea of getting rewarded
for the good things you do and punished for the bad things you do. But as I
have stated many times before, there is not such thing as good and evil! Which
Supreme Being told you that the five dollars was a reward anyway? It could be
needed to buy you a ticket home because you just realised that you forgot to
take your wallet with you. In which you have just cancelled the karmic debt
that you have incurred some other time. So now instead of ‘getting five
dollars’ it is ‘getting home before dark’ and quite possibly avoiding a mugging
or two along the way.
Wiccans have a rule, that
whatever you send out, you get back times three. Christians have a saying ‘Love
your neighbour as you would love yourself’. In fact, the golden rule seems to
echo throughout all religions ‘do unto others as you would have them do unto
you’. This is because of karma. But karma does not work on a ‘good deed, bad
deed’ system. It works like ‘if you are true and honest to yourself and others,
the universe will be true and honest to you’. Of course, you could replace
‘true and honest’ with anything you wanted to. But don’t think of karma as some
kind of reward scheme. Your intent is just as important as the action. If you
go around being all noble and helpful just because you want something in
return, e.g. to be filthy rich in your next life, you won’t get it. Although
your actions are noble your intentions are not. Actually the best you will get
is nothing, you will be more likely to incur some kind of negative karma
instead. Remember that karma works with the fabric of existence. This is why it
is indirect and the reasons for events occurring obscure. Just to confuse you
more, cause and effect can be the tool of karma, further hiding the real cause
of the event.
The Human Condition
I know I’ve let you down. I’ve been a fool to myself; I thought that I could
live for no one else. But now, through all the hurt and pain. It’s time for me
to respect, the ones you love mean more than anything.” – Arianne, Shiroh
Sagisu (Komm Susser Töd)
Spines cover the surface of the
hedgehog, which is its natural defence, to deter predators and other creatures
that the hedgehog doesn’t like. In a lot of ways, humans have a defence
mechanism just like the hedgehog’s but not in the way of physical spines
covering our bodies, these spines cover our emotions instead. We keep other
people at a distance with these spines to protect ourselves from the potential
hurt that they may cause us. This is because when a person is further away, the
potential to be hurt and the impact of the hurt is lesser. But there is a cost
to this protection; we must endure the loneliness that comes with keeping
others at a safe distance.
“If you wish for others to
exist, the walls of their hearts will separate them again, and then, they will
all feel fear once more.” – The End of Evangelion
Normality – Fitting in
“The principles of lust are easy to understand. Do what you feel, feel
until the end. The principles of lust are burned within your mind. Do what you
want, do it until you find love.” – Enigma (The principles of lust: Find love)
“The contents of a person’s
heart shapes their appearance. And new images will change
their heart and their forms.” – The End of Evangelion
The Total Self
“Don’t submit to stupid
rules, be yourself and not a fool. Don’t accept average habits, open your heart
and push the limits.” – Enigma (Push the limits)
The Nature of Time
“The power of imagination is
the ability to create your own future and the power to create your own flow of
time.” – The End of Evangelion
Two Different Views
The 4th Dimension
Rhyannon for guiding me
patiently during the time that I have known Psi.
Athena and Seraph, these two
have been very helpful to me since they started hanging around. Where they came
from or how long they will stay I have no idea, but I enjoy the time I have
Anno for writing and
directing Neon Genesis Evangelion and the Wachowski Brothers for writing The
Matrix trilogy. By trying to understand the concepts in these movies I have
learnt and understood things about the universe and myself at the same time.
Zeus and ANKA, they are the masters of their own path and I aspire to be like them one day.
Finally, all of the people I
have met along the way. I have learned a little from each encounter, you told me
what I needed to know without saying it. I hope that I have been as helpful to
you as you all have been to me.
Oh, and thanks to you, for
reading this. Here have a cookie for paying attention for so long. *Darkflame
gives you a cookie*
“Is it alright for the AT
(Absolute Terror) Field to separate you all and cause you pain again?” – The
End of Evangelion<
“Take the path to the rivers
of belief, my friend. I look inside my heart. I look inside my soul. I promise
you, I will return.” – Enigma (The Rivers of Belief)
“Take the path to the rivers
of belief, my friend. I look inside my heart. I look inside my soul. I’m
reaching out for you and hope one day, we’ll rest in peace, on my rivers of
belief.” – Enigma (The Rivers of Belief)